That weird feeling when you know that what you have isn’t going to last, because you put a timeline on it. And then you sort of wish you didn’t have to put a time line on everything in your life because wouldn’t it be better if you could just live and stop planning out absolutely everything and then not following through with it? And wouldn’t it be even better if you could be just one person instead of 5? And wouldn’t it be even better than that if you didn’t have so many choices? Because once you choose, you know you won’t be happy, because you know you made the wrong decision. And it would be just absolutely wonderful if you made the right decision last year, because maybe you’d be happy with one of the two people you’re pretty sure you’re going to get married to? I feel the the bachelorette right now.
Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends behind my back
With a smile on your face
And then do it again